Why is it that people that grow up in homes full of disfunction. Find it so difficult to be happy without it? Unknowingly looking for ways to sabotage there success. That they can find no happiness in it? Why is it, that the lack of disfunction in a persons life causes such a since of insecurity. The answer to that question is this. The lack of faith and self worth and not fully understanding the gravity and depth of the trauma they have been exposed to. The reason I say this is because for years I lived that way. Always unknowingly looking for ways to destroy my happiness. I just didn’t like the uncomfortable feeling of living a life that was normal. Lack of drama was boring. It has taken years for me to see the insanity in my thoughts back then. I also understand just how hard it is to change that mind set. Being addicted to the drama is just as addictive as any drug. And just a hard to recover from. If you don’t renew your spirit and seek God everyday. Continue to do the next right thing. You will never recover to a place where your able to enjoy life in a realistic point of view. The one most people say. Living life on life’s terms. Let me tell you this it is a long hard process one that requires a strong belief in God and his forgiveness. As well as a willingness to change. By being open to suggestions learning what it means to be humble. Anyway. Just a thought.
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I'm a man of God. Trying to help those who suffer from addiction, and mental health issues that come along with drug use. I love sharing my message. Based on my experience, strength and hope. View all posts by 2manyfaces