What a joy

Having breakfast with my wife and grandson. I see the beauty in being present in the moment. To see a smile on my grand sons face the love and security he must feel from having so many people around him that love him. I still see the distance between me and my wife from all he pain and insecurity she has felt over the years. I feel the uneasiness within myself as I learn to deal with my family differently then before. By having a better understanding of what it means to be present in their lives. I’m so grateful that God has granted me the opportunity to live life. To understand my own personal defects and the presence of mind to recognize them. Oh what a feeling to be present in the moment. As a recovering addict it is imperative that I always stay present in the moment. To always be conscious of my thoughts and emotions. Being present helps a person like myself to stay out of unhealthy situations and environments. I’m always grateful for the day. The scriptures says. Choose this day whom you shall serve. As for me and my house we will serve the lord. KEEP PUTTING GOD FIRST.